I led worship from a mic tonight for the first time in big church. i was freagin out. I was feeling like i had to vomit, but the absence of throw up was the case, thank goodness. I had to sing which i dont normally do but i thoroughly enjoyed it. we started the song and the first verse came and everyone was worshiping and it felt so awesome to worship Jesus together with my church from a different standpoint than usual. I feel so blessed to have the ability to sing enough to use that for the Lord. I am so thankful. maybe one day i will sing better and not so crappy. but He takes me just as i am. I have been being very impatient lately and wanting things to happen on my time and much to my surprise lol nothing has been working the way “i” want it to. i hurt alot but i know the Lord is putting me through all this for a reason. life is my enemy sometimes but i need to befriend it more often.

much love,

andy

sorry for any gramatical errors, im not to aware of it so late at night.